Seasons, to months to weeks to days,
They all seemed to pass by quickly.
I was older but yet so much younger
and now I see the world is different.
Faint, colored silhouettes wash my sight.
Looking deep into the window,
I realize it's all clouded with gray fog.
We connected because of our red eyes.
But when one pair turned blue,
you all turned your gaze to one huge screen,
and began to fight off the monsters,
and unlike you, would never come to hurt your dears.
Flowers began to rot about some time yore,
even though they bloomed so long before.
The darkness envelops everyone with obsidan black.
Everyone who I care about is crying so hard.
The tears never stop falling and the void never ends.
Now something tears our ties apart and now I just want
to weep, weep and create rain showers until they bleed red.
I was once a big sister, a maternal figure, with a wide smile.
Once home was warm and bright like yesterday.
Now everything is painted black and blue and red and dead.
Do you remember the times when we smiled and played pretend?
Those days are over and left to fade away into the unending dust.
I wonder when we may breach this gap, because I don't even know-
Do you hate me? Do I hate you? Do you love me? Do I love you?
I hope you know that I keep on missing you even though you're there.
Be on the moon, be in different states or countries, be everywhere,
and I know, I know you aren't really there. There are moments, sparks
where I just want to fall down into this abyss of hopeless and a sea of confusion.
Is this just maturation?
or saturation of tears long overdue?
I can't tell but as long as we keep on
stepping onward this stairway to tomorrow,
we will know or find out this blank canvas
of the future all the way to tomorrrow.
Pastaa's Future Theory
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Re: Pastaa's Future Theory
This...
...this is beautiful.
...this is beautiful.